It all started after prom about 6 months ago. Right after we hit New Year's marks the beginning of semi adulthood. That was when everybody started to talk about getting new experience in working part-time,showing off their newly driving license. Since the result was due in March only then we could determine which steps to take next but in the meantime, imagine what we had to do within those 3months. Like every other Malaysian teenagers who just finished their major exam(SPM) would stay home,eat,sleep,eat,sleep surf the net and everyday-tumblring. It was like a never ending school holiday. I had never felt so much freedom in my life.
It was a bit weird because for the pass 13 years my mind had been programmed to input something new and in all of the sudden it went on pause. I remember waking up earlier of the year only to watch my siblings getting ready for their first day of school(after a month of holiday) what with me being left alone in this house with nothing to do. I could even relate to Rapunzel's life. Tucked inside this box and just get on with my mundane routine which was running the house chores,watch tv and do a lot of reading. I actually enjoyed the idea of staying home though,but at the same time I feel like I needed more. Not to mention that I kept on wondering when would my life start.
told ya she's like methe only princess that I can relate toand she is 18 too *sigh*
Being at home for too long can actually drive me mad so it hit me to get a job. My parents were even glad to help me. Not too long after that, I got offered by some of my close family. It was quite some fancy jobs but I didn't think I can cope any of it. I even accepted to go for this one seminar(not knowing it was going to end up boring) only to learn how to market yr business through online. After attending this made me realise that I can't work for something that I'm not interested in and there's no way I can do it only to fulfill the other person's needs or wishes while I on the other hand feel unsatisfied. I clearly remember though that nearly everyday I prayed for something new to happen and for the next day to be better and so,January was just a month of seeking for the right job and A MONTH FULL OF WONDER.
told ya she's like methe only princess that I can relate toand she is 18 too *sigh*
Being at home for too long can actually drive me mad so it hit me to get a job. My parents were even glad to help me. Not too long after that, I got offered by some of my close family. It was quite some fancy jobs but I didn't think I can cope any of it. I even accepted to go for this one seminar(not knowing it was going to end up boring) only to learn how to market yr business through online. After attending this made me realise that I can't work for something that I'm not interested in and there's no way I can do it only to fulfill the other person's needs or wishes while I on the other hand feel unsatisfied. I clearly remember though that nearly everyday I prayed for something new to happen and for the next day to be better and so,January was just a month of seeking for the right job and A MONTH FULL OF WONDER.
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